So many missed opportunities. I hate myself for it.
Three years of uni gone in a flash.
If I could re do it, I would change so much.
I wish I had 'no regrets'. Right now my entire life feels like a massive regret.
Getting out of bed in the morning is going to suck.
I drank so much drink, smoked so much hash.
I rode my bike too much and destroyed my head.
I looked romance square in the face and saw straight through it.
I wandered through uni doing what I wanted to do.
I wandered through uni by myself.
Three years of uni, felt like one year in a haze.
Nothing holds up for you, the good moments never last long enough.
Tomorrow will be another day of the same shit.
It feels like I see regret everywhere I look.
Everything I do is tainted with bad luck.
I regret Vodka, I regret riding so much downhill, I regret many people, Houses, Choosing a uni so far away.
so much regret that I regret myself.